I'm DEADful

It's really been a while huh?


many obstacles have been challenging my patience, but i was able to accomplish it!
thanks to my friends, to whom i admire the most for being always there for me.
well let's consider my crush as one of 'em, i mean he's there whenever i'm lonely, but his method of making me happy is "TEASING ME", but honestly myself i liked it. :D


anyways, it's almost March, i'm  not ready to graduate (hoping to graduate soon), i'll be saying farewell to my elementary years, but i'll make sure to visit my teachers in elementary as soon as i reach high school. high school's pretty tough huh?, well i've gotta take it or leave it. haha


now is the time, i had a friend who was the same age as mine, she had this major problem   for herself, well of course i need to help her, let's just hide her real name as Emily, Emily is already tired of thinking what her future would become if this keeps on going for her, then here comes here mother who was in overseas for a long time, maybe 5 years already, Emily was very secretive to her mom but her mom knew her problem just by looking at Emily's eyes, so her mother asked her if there is someone she likes, well of course you mustn't ditch your parents right, and so i was there with her listening to her mom's sermon, well its not like the sermon you always have with your mom, its more like a summoning love potion sermon.


her mother told her that whoever that guy is, they are still young, of course Emily reacted like a sunk down war ship, but there is one thing i liked her mother said at that situation, her mom told her "but if both of you really love each other, you mustn't force yourself in holding back, but don't do things recklessly ok?", man that was totally awesome!, i really saw Emily's reaction, she was like a sunken ship that went back to the sea of life, i was really happy for her.


but i really thought that her mom would really kill her, like a pig for supper, o well thank God that was over in a flash, then as i went home, i was thinking, what if i got caught in that situation too, i wonder what will my mom say, i wish mom would react like Emily's mom responded. well i am pretty confused these past few weeks, i wanna forget my crush but i just can't, if i wont forget him things will just get worst, but i think i'm worthless without his TEASING METHOD, wishing a good year this time, Kami-sama onegai shimasu, I like him but i don't know his feelings towards me, poor ME!, dreaming for an impossible prince to come, T-T, i better concentrate for my exams now, i'll just take him as an inspiration and my goal to pass and graduate.........Ja ne!, Bye bye, Ganbatte ne!




                                                                ~yume no tamago~ O :D