I really really hate it when I love someone!!! It's because I can't stop loving that person unless I find another one. But even if I find another one, it's still hard for me to forget that person.
My sister usually tells me that "every person loves someone deeply, that's why with that deep love, it's also deep to forget." That's when I complain and tell her that she's wrong, but deep inside me was yelling out "Hell YES!"...
Why can't a feeling just disappear whenever you want it to?! Or poof in whenever you want it...
Life sucks ya know?! It pays to spend, but it takes time to mend a broken heart.
Every girl has a broken heart, and every boy has a glue gun, but only the right glue gun can fix it.
I love him...but does he feel the same way?
I hate him...but does he feel the same way?
I think about him every minute everyday...is he doing the same?
I look for him everyday...does he look for me as well?
I can still see him when he hides...can he find me as I hide?
A girl has a fragile heart...so pls. don't try to break it, for it won't be the same anymore...
It's really been a while huh?
many obstacles have been challenging my patience, but i was able to accomplish it!
thanks to my friends, to whom i admire the most for being always there for me.
well let's consider my crush as one of 'em, i mean he's there whenever i'm lonely, but his method of making me happy is "TEASING ME", but honestly myself i liked it. :D
anyways, it's almost March, i'm not ready to graduate (hoping to graduate soon), i'll be saying farewell to my elementary years, but i'll make sure to visit my teachers in elementary as soon as i reach high school. high school's pretty tough huh?, well i've gotta take it or leave it. haha
now is the time, i had a friend who was the same age as mine, she had this major problem for herself, well of course i need to help her, let's just hide her real name as Emily, Emily is already tired of thinking what her future would become if this keeps on going for her, then here comes here mother who was in overseas for a long time, maybe 5 years already, Emily was very secretive to her mom but her mom knew her problem just by looking at Emily's eyes, so her mother asked her if there is someone she likes, well of course you mustn't ditch your parents right, and so i was there with her listening to her mom's sermon, well its not like the sermon you always have with your mom, its more like a summoning love potion sermon.
her mother told her that whoever that guy is, they are still young, of course Emily reacted like a sunk down war ship, but there is one thing i liked her mother said at that situation, her mom told her "but if both of you really love each other, you mustn't force yourself in holding back, but don't do things recklessly ok?", man that was totally awesome!, i really saw Emily's reaction, she was like a sunken ship that went back to the sea of life, i was really happy for her.
but i really thought that her mom would really kill her, like a pig for supper, o well thank God that was over in a flash, then as i went home, i was thinking, what if i got caught in that situation too, i wonder what will my mom say, i wish mom would react like Emily's mom responded. well i am pretty confused these past few weeks, i wanna forget my crush but i just can't, if i wont forget him things will just get worst, but i think i'm worthless without his TEASING METHOD, wishing a good year this time, Kami-sama onegai shimasu, I like him but i don't know his feelings towards me, poor ME!, dreaming for an impossible prince to come, T-T, i better concentrate for my exams now, i'll just take him as an inspiration and my goal to pass and graduate.........Ja ne!, Bye bye, Ganbatte ne!
~yume no tamago~ O :D
Curse my SIP!!!!!!!
ok na man xa pero ang d q matanggap, kada-page may pula na mark!!!!!
@ as usual i ignored HIM!!!!!! HAHAHAHA
kainis!!!!!!!!!
I thought talaga na mapasa ko na ang draft ngayong araw!!!!! pero d pa pala!!!!! kulang pa kasi ako ng LITERATURE! Sus!!!!!! another worst day!!!!! gggrrrrrr!!!!! problemado na gyud ko ba!!!!!!! SIP I hate u!!!!!!
@ok by the way, to the next level na talaga ang pag iwas ko sa crush ko ba!!!!!
~as in pag nakikita ko siya iniisip ko nlang na parang wala lang sya!!!!, pero actually everytime na ginagawa ko yun, unti unti akong nasasaktan..........ang totoo like ko pa rin xa, ayaw ko lang aminin kasi ayaw ko nang maguluhan pa........ WISH ME LUCK NLANG SA LUV LYF KO!
%TOODLES%
If yesterday it was so amazing, this time this day SUCKS!!!!
as usual first things first here it goes: first I got a new group in Hekasi (o wait I guess it was a good thing) by the way the worst part about it I got to do my outline everytime the day after tomorrow has a game start. ok next I got an 84% in my math PT!!!!! this day really sucks!!!!
~ ok let's talk about my group's SIP~
@ my group's already passed almost all the documents about it, but my problem now is.........if our experiment was a success!!!! tomorrow we will know if it really worked or else I will really need to do something about it!!!!!! AAAAAAAAaaaaaaaaa!!!!!!!!!!!! good luck to me~~~~~
%this day I ignored my crush again...........but again at the end of the day I saw him front to front outside the school (but i guess he doesn't care.......and so am I)
&t0ooDleS& :D
This day is amazing!!!!!. I know its been a long xmas vacation, but still it was fun. The day at school was outstanding!. I know that I got 87% in my Language Periodical test but still its passing. So here it goes: first I got a 93% in Reading, next I got a 97% in Filipino, next I got a 99% in my Science and my science teacher liked one of my essays in the test, and finally I got a 100% in my HEKASI and I heard from my teacher that I was the only one in all grade six who got the top score!!!!!! WHOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! so verrrryyyyyyy happpyyyy!!!!!!!
(the best day evah!)
~o well c u tomorow!
! tomorow we will b having our S.I.P. in science, for short an experiment period. wish my group luck so that our experiment will b successful!!!!!
~ and this day i just ignored my CRUSH~
*TOODLES!
